Spiralling

I try hard to put you out of my mind
Every night alone I'm thinking about you
How can I avoid this pain without you?

I won't cry, I won't be sorry no more
I know that this is something I'll get over
Maybe I can learn to love another

It's just a matter of time
A matter of time

Just because I lock myself in my room
It doesn't mean that I'm afraid to talk to
Those people I know that might have seen you

No return, I keep reminding myself
I won't look back, won't regret a single moment
I'm gonna mend this heart inside you've broken

It's just a matter of time
A matter of time
It's just a matter of time
A matter of time

Show me the way, they say safety in numbers
I lift up my eyes to the sky
And imagine a crowd of hearts that surround me
And give me the courage to die

Were you to weep and lie soft at my feet
Then you'd wash all my troubles away
And imagine the host of angels around me