Renegade

All I asked for was a smile
to feel at least like one of your kind
and I waited for a lifetime
and will still wait for a while
I guess I never felt so cold

All I asked for was the truth
while your lies punched like fists in my face

and still I wait for just a statement but slowly frustration overwhelms me

Tear it down
don't look back
tear the world down
to regenerate
I don't belong here
not at all
refresh ethics
I am the renegade
All I asked for was respect
In a world without any self-esteem
But still I wait for someone
to wake me up
and tell me it was just a dream

But now the damage is done
and the cuts are far too deep
no more room for failure
No longer I will wait

Tear it down
don't look back
tear the world down
to regenerate
I don't belong here
not at all
refresh ethics
I am the renegade

I leave it all behind in chaos
once I will build it back up stronger
before the last buds of beauty degenerate
I will have my say

But now the damage is done
and the cuts are far too deep
no more room for failure
No longer I will wait

Tear it down
don't look back
tear the world down
to regenerate
I don't belong here
not at all
refresh ethics
I am the renegade

But now the damage is done
and the cuts are far too deep
no more room for failure
I am the renegade

Htrae

I never introduced myself I am the opposite of all you ever longed for
You will call me the widow maker before you get even married
Today is the day where all your dream will be buried buried deep under
wretched lies where nobody cares nobody will hear your cries
I love to watch you cry may you tears never dry forgiveness denied my lust can never be satisfied

Today is my day and you can be my witness beauty turns to pain while we dance in the acid rain
Horror to whom horror is due let's kill your mother earth and turn
the world to and orphanage horror to whom horror is due

Leave the dirt where dirt belongs and this dirty world belongs to you dirt bag
The best to happen this century fake light turns into definite obscurity

You saw trees of green red roses too but now they're gone for me and for you
and I think to myself you dig your own grave
And I think to myself what a horrible place that lovely success will be based on your disgrace

This world is mine for a nickel and a dime