Access Denied

Access Denied

I feel confused by the people around
When I see how they selfishly open their mouth
You are the one who can talk them all down
I might be to shy but I've still got the right

We pay attention to the man in the light
I'd rather take my way out of the crowd

Silence is my only friend
but noone seems to understand
How can I talk with a scared pair of eyes
I'm close to explain but I'm still paralyzed

I long for the day when the speechless unite
Mine is the silence so leave me alone

See what I dream – feel what I fear
Watch the shadow 'coming over me again
See what I dream tonight I fear when I feel alive
Watch the shadow – it's coming over me again

The door is closed inside of me
someone threw away the key
My fear is deep and cold as ice
None really needs to know

Words in my head – somewhere like gold in the night
Access denied – you know you make me say nothing
and refuse for ever more...

See what I dream – feel what I fear
Watch the shadow 'coming over me again
See what I dream tonight I fear when I feel alive
Watch the shadow – it's coming over me again
The voice inside of me is an ancient memory
It keeps all the laughter 'till the day I'll let it out...

The Distant Call

I have seen a thousand dreams believe me they were real
I have touched the sky's in foreign lands
It seemed as if they were friends of mine
Do they belong to me?

I made my days with hands embraced
While shadows cover the way I go
To get the choice to choose my place
Reminds me of what my father said:
"You don't belong to me"
Do I belong somewhere at all?

How many roads how many dreams
Led into the night? It's getting so hard to find!
End of a mile – the start of a new
No one is immune
To the longing for other lands
It's an odyssey it's my own desire
Do I have roots to return to?

Certain skys and secret ways
All the things we don't understand
We waste our lives and sell our dreams
but were we do belong I don't know
Do they belong to me?

How many roads how many dreams
Led into the night?
It's getting so hard to find!
End of a mile – the start of a new
No one is immune
To the longing for other lands
It's an odyssey it's my own desire
Tell me where I do belong...

How many roads how many dreams
Discover the truth and bury the lies
It's not the same to be where your roots are
Or just anywhere