Weather Island

i can’t, i can’t understand how the winter can stay this long and so cold it gets worse it only gets worse and the weaker i get the deeper it bites everything is on ice it’s so cold outside everything is on ice it’s so cold outside thinking it’s beginning to sink in i guess you can turn into whatever you like then what have i become? a monster scary only to itself? everything is on ice it’s so cold outside everything is on ice it’s so cold outside tonight i’ll try to go outside
i’ll close my eyes and hope i got it all right and everything, everything will change and someday i’ll trick myself, forget all this, rewrite the whole thing and the ice will melt and the winter will end and then I’ll be ok and then it will, then it will be spring again for a while