Black Light

One might wonder why I even bother to sometimes write down the way I feel...

Well let me tell you straight away
I don't do it for you in any way
Nor do I care the slightest what you think
I just couldn't give a fuck...

It helps me deal with my pain
Keeps my demons in a cage
Controls my suicidal rage

(chorus)

This hope that keeps me hanging on
When it is lost I will be gone
In darkness I will find a way

Strange and scary when I'm weak and weary that I truly envy those who got away...

How could you judge or criticize
The life that flashed before their eyes
Point your finger, shift the blame
It just proves that you're a fool...

It makes no difference anyway
Life was theirs to take away
It never matters what you say

(repeat chorus)

Only those who came so close will live to tell the only truth

Darkness will become the light X2
Light becomes my darkest night X2

What is hidden inside of me is just dying to get out

Darkness will become the light X2
Light becomes my darkest night X2 ...tonight...

Have we chosen the sinister way of life? ...Rain on me...

Look deep inside these eyes of mine and is it darkness that you see?
Or do I hold the stare of sadness of a world that's so unreal?
I know that most of you who love me will probably miss me when I'm gone
But those who knew me well will admit that I'm finally much better off