Broken

These feelings I can't explain
Months and even years of yearning
For the beauty that never come
Each day I find dying souls
I know we have to enkoy the life
Yet I'm stil complaining everything
Ever seems like never... no more
Colors translated as black insight
Over shadowed by uncertanty
When will it become calm again
Storms of dissilution wrecked my mind
Pull me to state of total chaos
I know we have to enjoy the light
Yet I'm stil complaining everything
Where is my fate as I had in the past
I need to get it back right now !