Hell Spawn

What am I? Trapped in this infernal body
Raped of all - was joy in my mortal life
Back from abyss - to return as I was
Strange dimension - I am not myself

Betrayed by friends, engaged by demons - returned to life
After years passed since disease - I hope myself to die again
Transformed in a horrible creature - soldier of hell
Emotions vortex possesses my soul - good and evil I confuse

Returned to life with immense powers, Forged by hell
Narrow capacities to use them, at the and I'll be back to Inferno
I can't ignore the troubles of weak, my new life will end faster
I can't support for my mortality I can't sustain remorse

Where's my soul
I'm hell spawn

What am I? contested between hell and heaven
Raped of all left only with remembrances
Back from abyss to conquer my revenge