Medicate

Identity I can't stand this-what I should be
Do, go, act, move -to start and never see the end,

What started this change,
Too late now, a shell of what I used to be
Think now of what I've seen to be what I am

Used to live without so much,
What was so simple now overwhelms
Self inflicted wounds
And we medicate ourselves
Find self broken in the end
Not enough to reap what we have sown
As if another life can await us
A reward for all we have wasted

Find self broken in the end
Needing to own it all
Expecting to see a Brightside
And all dreams remain intact

Is it me? I think too much of myself,
Given reason, only lack actions,
So we drive away
Drive all night need the time to escape.
There's no other alternative
Have to face the facts
Hitting bottom all over again
Hope is the poison that I take

Find self broken in the end
Not enough to reap what we have sown
As if another life can await us
A reward for all that we have wasted

Find self broken in the end
Needing to own it all
Expecting to see a Brightside
And all dreams remain intact

Not enough to reap what we have sown, so set these fields afire

Another life for the ones we have wasted
Afire
Another time it would be so perfect
Afire

Another life another time another life another time
Another life another time another life another time