Relief

God what am I?
Sometimes I turn from you when you desire my heart so greatly.
How can I let that happen so often?
At times I am so disgusted to know what my heart is capable of conjuring
I am relieved
I am relieved to know that I am absolutely nothing without you
God I am nothing without your love
I am relieved to know that your love encompasses my every emotion
And I am relieved that I am only what you would have me be