Say Goodbye

How am I supposed to feel?
you strike at my achilles heel with everything that's wrong I can't make right
if I wait another hundred years the whispers set against the tears I'm never gonna be that shining knight
I find it hard to be down in this hole now I find myself walking down a hard road
if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye
if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye I know you never will
now I'm waiting for that setting sun to burn me down the day I'm done and spread my ashes out along the beach
but I find these days are pretty long this war with you goes on and on and I love you as I'm lying through my teeth
I find it hard to be up on this wall now I find myself trying to make a hard call
if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye
if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye I know you never will and twenty years of hell will rain down upon us like frogs upon the pharaohs
I have to say goodbye.
I have to say goodbye goodbye