Turn To Gravel

She is my sun as I am her moon.
But will she be around to love me as we fade?
She's a cloudless sky and I'm a distant cry.
Hiding in the grass, I'll turn to gravel when I die.
I stare into the void.
It charms me, it calls me.
I'm so sick and tired of the taste of plastic mixed with blood.
I long to be as cold and as traitorous as the moon.
I've stared into the void and it calls me "son".
She speaks to me as if I was a child.
Is my heart that broken?
I wash the fear away.
Wade in the water, heart broken.
Lowly, slowly come and take my "me" away.
Through the night, come light of day.
Why won't you fuckin' tell me what you want?
Wake up!