Parallel Absolution

I always walked alone with no one there to accept me. I had nowhere to go with nothing left to be set free

In time I'd lose my virtue to a stranger so confused
no purpose on this planet with a myth that clouds all view

Aiming backwards at my secrets I create my own misfortune too

As I rot in a pile of filth do I expect to be saved by you?
Id rather be burned alive than to give in to what you ensue
Believe me I would love to capture the mood that has weighed me down
and give it back to you ten fold, then watch your greedy body hit the ground

Falling further into torture I brace myself to hit the bottom
but as i land so hard, the ground beneath begins to shake, and I fall yet again

So now the tears have drown me, gasping for just one more breath. at last I've met my ending to a book I've never read

The darkness has become my light. What I love now was once my fright
The fires burn to fuel my might. As I return to claim the night

Look beyond yourself and your allegiance to others, destroy everything and everyone who inherits betrayal.

Now I'm back to seek revenge on those who pained myself of living in their world of constant shame
They wanted me to be like them so here I am only to deliver this devils punishment

After all of this pain and torture Ill leave them be to wait for the next
You will meet them soon in your future and hopefully this time you will learn from your mistakes

At last its time to go, continue on with no more pain. Keep in mind what lays below, and grow from that of which you have gained

A deviant asylum, turned into my utopia. All because I had fallen, and made my way back without leaving who I am