Alone

IS THIS FOR REAL
OR IS IT JUST ANOTHER FANTASY THAT I'M LIVING IN
TRAPPED IN THIS NIGHTMARE THEY CALL LIFE
I AM BLINDED BY MY HATE
I CAN'T TAKE IT NOW MORE
LOCKED UP WITH THE SHADOWS WITHIN
I CAN HEAR THEM WHISPER
I CAN HEAR THEM CALLING
THEY PREACH THE WORDS OF WISDOM
BUT THE WORDS JUST FADE AWAY AND DIE

IT FEELS LIKE I'M LOOSING MY MIND
CAUSE THE SHADOWS WITHIN
TELLS ME HOW TO END MY LIFE
SUICIDE IS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME
DON'T TRY TO SAVE ME
CAUSE I ONLY WANNA DIE

NOW IT'S TIME FOR ME TO SAY GOODBYE
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO CLOSE MY EYES AND FALL
I DON'T WANNA BE ALIVE
I DON'T WANNA BE APART OF THIS ANYMORE
WHY DON'T THEY LEAVE ME ALONE
DON’T WANNA LIVE WHEN I'M ALIVE
WHY DON'T THEY LEAVE ME ALONE
DON'T WANNA FACE ANOTHER LIE

ALL ALONE I'M SURROUNDED BY SILENCE
I HEAR THEM CALL MY NAME
I HEAR THEM PREACH THE WORDS
THEY SAY I MUST BELIEVE
THEY SAY I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS
THEY NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE

I AM NOT AFRAID
TO TAKE THE FINAL STEP
AND CLOSE MY EYES FOREVER
WHAT IS LEFT FOR ME TO DO
EXCEPT TAKING MY OWN LIFE
AND LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND