The Dance Before

Again asleep
Waiting for some relief
I know I am
The one to blame

Waiting for nights
When sleep will be deep
I need someone, some help
Something
And now I'm wondering why
I broke my world to pieces
Dragging with me your life
And yet pray for grace
Deserving or not
I fear this pain I bear
(Is) my free pas to heaven

Should I surrender
Should I pay by grief
Feelings of guilt are smashing my mind
No rest for me
No light in my eyes
My sun will set
At down for ever

Some come and join me
In the dance before
The fire spirits may be pleased
Could that be so sweet
Help me chasing shifty gods once more

Let the dancer feed the flames of hope
Each spark will tell my wish and deeds
Can die and let live
Ash will bury words and what rhey mean