Here I Stand

all I see is black

I don’t even know how I came this far
all the things that made me being I
I don’t even know what I am doing here
just one step away from the end of my fear

thousands of reflections flash through my mind
not even one beautiful moment I can find
the source of my last energy ran dry
the scars of the past have marked my future
left my sorrows behind me
I close my eyes and no more I see
the things undone want to be free
just say a word and I’ll be there

here I stand

I tried to steer in the opposite direction
all I’ve done was without affection
here I stand in the rapture of my loneliness
not even one preparation brought a progress

I’m in the position doing everything possible
I’m a human mind destructible not reliable