Don't Look Too Far

If I begin to feel lighter, hold me down,
and I'll be yours forevermore.
God bless this mess I'm in,
for it is time to be rid of a certain sin.

A cool breeze down my spine,
and if I'm really here, then I feel fine.
A freelance child, you bring it all back.
This world is eating me inside.

Don't look too far...

Missing a degree of warmth,
a name without a face.
I'm losing grip all the same.

I sever line that divides.
I sever the feelings inside.
I sever you and me.

I want to learn to fly.
Bring the pain right back again.
Is this all there is of me?

Hearts and minds,
find the time that in the end,
there was no possible reason for anything.

Don't look too far...